20.11.2011

Today is the 20.11.2011. Last week was the 11.11.2011. So what's next? Not that I care so much since past few weeks, be it the 11.11 or 20.11 has been nothing but.....a...a.... a roller coaster. 

There're so much that I wanted to blog about past few weeks. Just wasn't sure if I should blog my heart out when I was still upset. Worried that I would be driven by emotion and post something that are pulled out out of anger instead of being rational.

I guess that's what stopping me every time I feel like lashing out at someone - I sit down, digest, and do the weighing (cost-benefit analysis) before doing something, and as a result, always end up forgiving and hoping that things are going to be better.

If I were  23, I know it would be the opposite. But I am no longer 23, so I guess maturity plays an important role in how we handle things. 

Signing off for now - nmn